I lie awake at night for you.

Monday, October 27, 2008

hello monkey, here's the post you asked for.hahaha.

anw, i think you're damn nonsense eh!send one sms with just one "hello" you like wasting your msges so much ah!hahaha.ohoh your blog too explicit alr la!even my singnet filter block your blog.tsk tsk.anw, thanks for being there when i needed someone to rant to.
hope you did well for eoys and enjoy your holidays(:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:13 PM.

hahaha i havent blogged since godknows when.actually i know la.can just look at the date on the latest post.hahaha.wow i'm typing nonsense once i come back.hehe.hmm life has been pretty boring but i think it'll get stressful and busy with stuff.but i can't wait for 13th nov.hehe!

anw, here's some GOOD LUCK to those having o's!(:

and some photos from the family outing in sept (i think)

YAYYE YAYYE YAYYE my sissy's staying overnight todayyyyy!(x
hello sweetie, i love you alot alot alot and goodluck!(x

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:49 PM.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Charlieee, I love youuu. All 12 of us(: If only we live together and see the other 11 faces, and noone else, everyday! I'd love thattt. Then we can get high on chocolate, get chased around by that stupid aunty, swim in underwear (HAHA), go for steam baths, eat so much pizza until we puke, slide on slippery floor, walk around in jackets/pullovers/cardigans even though it's damn hot, sing Mamma Mia! songs in the bus, drop handphones in the jacuzzi(!), scream then run away, camwhore in lifts every single day.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:55 PM.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

goodbye, grandma.
i hope you're in a better place now, free from all sufferings.
i'll miss you.

hey mummy/daddy/sissy/aunties/uncles/cousins, let's all stay strong together<3

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:08 PM.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

My phone got lost/stolen. AHHHHHHHH): Stupidstupidstupid D:

My contacts are goneee. All my primary school friends D:

My calendar! I can't remember dates for nuts, past or future. My calendar is filled with mini notes of things that made me happy or sad. And now I can't remember anything D:

My messages! All those saved messages from you D:
and the video of you singing):

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:01 PM.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love, with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same, somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:04 PM.

Friday, October 10, 2008

hmm, i realised smth.
love lasts forever, but relationships don't.
but yeah, i thank god we were tgt(:
ineedyouineedyouineedyouineedyouineedyouineedyouineedyouineedyou.
i'm dying without you dear.
wah. what makes you think i was the one who tagged.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:06 PM.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Dear God,
the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away.
We all need that person who can be true to you.
I left her when I found her
and now I wish I'd stayed.
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired,
I'm missing you again.
Once again.
Damnit, I miss you so fucking badly.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:29 PM.

it's over.
4 months and 8 days.
the best 4 months and 8 days ever.
thanks for the memories<3
and i ♥ you.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 8:08 PM.

Monday, October 06, 2008

Damnit, what's the point in all this shit? According to you, it's a waste of time. Sure, everything is. I'm too tired of all this. Tired of OAI. Tired of having to put up with your shit.

I tried to carry you.
And make you whole,
But it was never enough.
I must go.

Everything I do will always fall short of your expectations. Everytime I try jumping across your ring of high hopes, you just keep on raising it. Never allowing me a chance. Thanks for always making me feel incompetent.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:27 PM.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more,
I would still have you, baby.
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war,
I'll be fighting with you, baby.
Cause I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground.
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown.

And if it's the last breath I take,
I'll leave my kiss my with you.
If there's a wall between us, baby,
I know I'll break through.

No matter what anyone could say,
This is the only place for me.
And no one could ever take that away.
Nothing could come between us.

Nothing, nothing, nothing.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:28 PM.

Thanks, you just made my good day a bad one.

Kau bawa diriku ke dalam hidupmu.
Kau basuh diriku dengan rasa sayang.
Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah hidupku.
Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut,
Dengan sejuta warna.

And nights like these are the ones when only you can calm me down.
But you're not here with me tonight. Sighh. Nvm, your voice is enough.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:05 PM.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

You don't really want to stay, no
But you don't really want to go.
You're hot then you're cold,
You're yes then you're no,
You're in and you're out,
You're up and you're down.

Make up your mind. Thank you.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 4:04 PM.

Friday, October 03, 2008

BYE BYE EXAMS! hehe.

gosh it's finally all over. -breathes. -hops arnd! hehe. and yay i'm backkkkkkkk!(x sorry for the loneliness, diana. there's finally one purple post after i dunno how long. i wanted to just put pictures here, but guess what! my phone died on meeeeeeeeee): thank god the impt photos and stuff are in the memory card! but i'm lazy to go send my phone for service eh. hoho.

hurr my comp's being such an ass! the stupid stupid stupid filtering service thingy doesn't let me use msnnnnnnn. i'm gonna whine for a million days! okay maybe just whine forever la huh. haiyooooooo. i'm using some laoyapok phone nowwwww. and it's getting on my nerves and it sucks and omg omg i juat have so much to complain about it. hahaha!

okay i shall force my dad to give up his phone for this lousy one but it aint much betterrrr. okay la at least it has bluetooth! so can change the wallpaper! hehe. okay i've been complaining non-stop since the start of this post, i need to stop and appreciate what i already have. haha!

i'm really thankful for alot of things now. esp you. hehe.
i might have lost out on some, but hey, failed/unsuccessful relationships are valuable lessons that can prevent the same from happening. woah i sound so positive eh! not bad ah! hahaha not that i'm negative la. i just figured out how to learn from mistakes. painful mistakes.
i hate getting angry over things that don't matter anymore. it's like i dunno, cheating my feelings? hahaha okay i'm not making sense, but yeah. okay still not making sense. forget it. hahaha!

okay i'm going off now cos someone (not me obviously) needs to go sleep soon so her pimple will go away if not she'll cry tmr. hahaha! that person so bimbo and vain right! okay, TATA(:

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:10 PM.